When life is like lemons...

You wish you could make some lemonade!

Life is crazy...combine the writing, and the research, and boys acting strange...and you really wish you can compartmentalize everything and deal with everything separately but without running out of time if you know what I mean.

Sounds like I'm making excuses for disappearing a bit, but hopefully I can read some and comment as well as post again sometime soon! Bear with me folks...

Onto the good news, I've completely formatted a few chapters of my thesis. Currently working on the introduction chapter (internal deadline is 2 weeks...)

Another goal is to force myself to decide whether or not I should question the mutual friend about the guy...Maybe...

Some of the new commentators thought I was overthinking or just being childish...which if you really knew the real me would never say. I don't beat around the bush especially if I don't like the guy as more than a friend. My hesitation has more to do with embarrassing myself since I'm pretty conservative and maybe I'm afraid of rejection, especially since I always believe that the guy should make a move. My friends say that because I'm friendly and nice, some guys tend to perceive my talking to them as flirting, which it definitely is not. I'm just not someone who can BE unfriendly.

Oh well, I can't make everyone happy but myself. So it's time for me to be introspective and really consider if I really am interested in the guy (enough to "pursue") or if it's a passing thing.

And finally get the research on focus again...

Toodles!